Honestly. I thjng he is cheating. No friends are going with him. He hates fishing. And when I asked him what concert he is going to this Friday, he never answered me . I also think she knows he’s cheating . But won’t say anything. Don’t ask, don’t tell, Turn a blind eye. M
I took D and her friend to the city today to do an escape room. We had a good time and o am broke, lol. Then I had bought 2 tickets to a fundraiser dinner for my cousins son”s travel baseball team. I had bought one for the Texan. Bye bye $85! Bit k had a great time! She lives in the town over, the one I work in. When I came in, my personal podiatrist and also my colleague saw me and gave me a big hug and we chit chatted. He lives in that town too. He’s my age, and very, very cute and just such a good person. I became friends with his office manager and took care of 2 of her relatives and she lives across the street from me last house I lived in. Sadly, he is amazing. His wife is horrible and the town hates her. And she got his office manager fired. I realized I’d the Texan came. He would have been phased that the doc hugged me and talked to me. And I realized I wouldn’t have had nearly as much fun .
I want a guy I can have a good time with . That I never have to worry about in a social situation. Otherwise, it isn’t worth it. The Texan was not that guy. My ex was the guy I to worry aborigines all the time because he was so abrasive. I can’t do it anymore.
Tomorrow I work. Go to my dads and and go on a 20 mile bike ride. I can’t wait !
Single is wonderful honestly. Not having to worry about anyone else, is great. But I imagine there is a man I can never have to worry about around others and just enjoy his company and companionship and intimacy. And that’s all I’m willing to accept
