She is indeed 24/25, they now live together, im 36, h 38, i dont think its a forever situation, however it has been over 2 years now and although he says he is buying on his own, the houses they look at indicate otherwise, buying together is a huge commitment for me and im so pleased that i will be buying on my own, i will always have somewhere for me and the boys to live no matter what. I do see my friend as much as i can, however i do find that most of my friends have families, its a different dynamic isnt it. I meditate on and off and im hoping to integrate this into my daily routine, i exercise at home, im not really a gymgoer or i need company to do that. Small steps to feel like im living. I volunteer at the kids school when i can also, this is probably as much as i can fit in anyway, boys are at their dads 3 nights per week.
We travel to see my family as much as we can, boys are really close to my family and although H family are literally 30 mins away, none of then are close and see the boys or are in touch with me. So i make sure that they are connected to my side of the fam.
