Hey my friend. I know you know you have a lot of great things to be grateful for. I also hope you know how amazing you are.
But I get it. You want someone to share a life with. Nothing wrong with that. Doesn't mean you cant or don't appreciate all that you have. You just want it.
Nothing wrong or abnormal or selfish about that.
I believe truly, that it happens like this... when you dont expect it and when you dont go after it. I dont mean dont go on dates. I dont mean just forget it. What I mean is..I think it happens when it is supposed to. I am not sure if it is God who plans it or if it is what you put out in the world or anything else.
I just mean that you have to live your life. You have to let it go and just let it happen.
I do think that you do attract people with issues. Not consciously. Not because of something you do or dont. But you are a very compassionate person. And while others may not give someone a second glance or chance, you would.
You know I have been telling you for years that you have to do something different than what you have been.
I am not sure what it is exactly. I dont think online dating is working for you at the moment. There is nothing wrong with it. I just think you should take a little break.
Put yourself out there in groups of things you are interested in. Or start your own group. Think outside the box a bit. Try something new. You have nothing to lose.
