This isn't my typical language. Usually I'm indirect, and passive. It is my attempt to be more assertive and communicate directly. What I say here on the boards is my natural style. This is why I wanted to run it here as its not my usual way.
I'm not sending anything for at least a few days. I'm going to ring L today to find out why they are taking so long, and then just use travelers line. This is my power, I'm pursuing the knowledge and L that I need.
As a positive sign, and it doesn't mean much, I had one conflict, abuse free day today. According to my journal, that's one day of 42!
