Very sorry for your loss AnnKay. I lost my dad 17 years ago under similar circumstances in that he was suffering in the end so it was a relief that had ended but still, a very big loss. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of him. Really happy to hear your friends and family are supporting you and that you are focusing on your health and your family. The relationship issues can wait for sure.
Hoping the delivery of your sweet baby goes well. (((HUGS)))