Sorry for not updating the past few days. My dad passed away and I have been busy with funeral arrangements, family, etc. Unfortunately I could not fly home (yet) as I am too far into my pregnancy to be able to fly safely (2 more weeks!). It is bittersweet as I know it is for the best as he seemed to be suffering more and more towards the end, but it is still painful to lose a parent. On the plus side, I am even more supported by my network of friends and family. They've been sending me flowers, food, helping with housework and being there to cheer me up. H has been around to help out as well, but despite everything, I feel lucky and I think my dad will be happy to know that I have a lot of people around me for support.
Thank you, BL42, SteveLW, Ready2Change, Kml, LH and PeterB for your wishes. I will just focus on health and family at the moment so not much DB ing or thinking about relationships happening.
I am so very sorry for your loss. Take all of the time you need to mourn the loss of your father.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
Very sorry for your loss AnnKay. I lost my dad 17 years ago under similar circumstances in that he was suffering in the end so it was a relief that had ended but still, a very big loss. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of him. Really happy to hear your friends and family are supporting you and that you are focusing on your health and your family. The relationship issues can wait for sure.
Hoping the delivery of your sweet baby goes well. (((HUGS)))
