I’ve signed up for marriage counseling in the 17th, trying to take the lead on organizing. We had talked some months ago about taking a trip for us at the end of May but today I got a message from her that she doesn’t want to be anywhere together for days since it will just feel like staring at each other for days and it would be awkward. Some frustrated texts with each other and then had to drop the conversation. I don’t know when I became so disgusting to her. Apparently the things she hates about me is that I’ve always jumped up to do things for her when she doesn’t want me to do anything. I’m over focused on her it seems and I don’t have any passions in life outside of her and the kids.
M: 43 W: 43 Married 6 yrs. T: 7 yrs. Son 20, 18, 17, 15 yrs. (w/ Autism), 12, 10
