Thanks for the support. L meeting today, and I reflect on what is right for me and kids. You are all correct. I want 50/50 even with D2. I need a clean break, no common sharing, coming over, blurring boundaries. I haven't deeply loved my W for ten years, I deserve better. I surprise myself with my stength in that I do tell myself what I want in the future, the kind of partner I deserve.
I have time before that becomes a reality, moving out is minimum two months or longer. IHS [censored], but that is my reality. I know I have the power to keep detaching and improving myself.
As BL42 said, anything less doesn't work for me.
Josh you are riding the roller coaster. One day you’re in the next day you’re out. Breathe. One day at a time.
