Thank you, I'll I used the wrong terminology, yeah, I logistically can't do 50/50 time, but responsibility is 50/50. Moneywise, we've done very well together. Any changes in CSA doesn't impact me at all. Providing for our kids 50/50 is not an issue. So custody will be with her, and then agreed visits. When the time comes
I see L tomorrow, talk of kids is also on the agenda.
I'm seeing IC in an hour, and yeah, Im having a hard time to let go and focusing on her way too much.
ATM, GAL is long walks, gym, about to do some cooking lessons. Now the house is on hold, I can play guitar again. I've also reached out to friends I've not chatted in a while, and this week I have late night work events which involves socialising. And I love just maintaining my pool.
What I realise is that I've done a poor job of keeping all but one friend close. I want to change that.
I accept that i might be emotionally delaying the inevitable, but I really cherish more the times with them, and I'm more involved than ever.
