I have been great!! Usually I post at work, but work has been busy, then I moved, and didn't have internet for a couple of weeks. All in all, I have been getting a life, and spending great time with H. We now live ten minutes apart, but are pretty much one place or the other. Reminds me (boths of us) of when were were engaged.

This thing with x-roommate is really out of hand. H actually admitted that maybe he was too fond of her at one point, but that's gone now--he's finally realized what she's really like. We had a good heart-to-heart about it. And we've decided that she's certifiable. Completely and totally. She seems to be the kind of nut who actually believes the lies she makes up--believes in her little fantasies. She's getting on the scary side, but has yet to do anything to cross the line where we need to go the police.

He's also being very, very open with me about all his conversations with her. He's been receptive to gentle questioning. I think he's figured out I feel better when he tells me what's going on. And...on some level, it's like I want to know what the next episode of this wild soap-opera-drama is going to be! And I want to know if she's really gone over the edge.

We've had some conversations that I should post up here sometime...one last night and a couple of days ago. Scary stuff. I knew H had been suicidal, but I didn't realize how close he came. And then we had another one about snooping last night... It'll probably be tomorrow before I can post anything, but we'll see.

Oh...and we're still talking babies. Probably in a couple of years, after he's back from the army and I'm a bit more financially stable, and hopefully moved out of here. And still discussing getting symbolic tattoos...

I mentioned the BB last night, and H said I should post some updates. He actually is quite fascinated with this place...keeps asking me questions and stuff. Wanted to know if people were following our story or asking about us. Thought maybe I had worried people by just dropping off. LOL He's such a sweetie...

Gotta meet H for lunch today!

Oh...something useful I have learned...the more I build H up, the more those qualities show up in him. When I tell him he's sweet and thoughtful and understanding, then he is more sweet and thoughtful and understanding.

Have a good day all!

[color:"purple"]Nevanna[/color]