I sound like I am, and I'm probably almost there, but its more about accepting the moment.
Certainly within your power to do! And being BD twice by her no one would blame you. However, it would probably get tested by her pretty quickly. As soon as she felt you were not only okay with the D, but actually wanted it, she would probably start hedging! We've seen that a lot in these situations! (Though admittedly some of them just do that to try to get the LBS back on the hook.)
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
