A part of me over the last 6 months was always like, if W changed, how awesome would that be?
This is what makes people suffer here on this board. I was the same way but at least at one point my exw was once a really amazing person. Sounds like you wanted your w to change from day one. She doesn't think anything is wrong with her. She is sure it's you. She won't be changing anytime soon. Think 5 years down the road maybe after she is put through the ringer by many different men.
