Hi Bttrfly, Yes, I already told him that, I get the picture, I don't need anymore.
New job is going good, actually starting to work in the system they have been training me in. Get my own accounts next week so will see how much info I have retained.. I have lots of notes... so we'll see. Not my dream job, but it has been a good distraction.
No news from my lawyer, but I have the tax papers to get to him so I will need to drop those off.
Realized on Sunday that my plates on my truck were going to expire at the end of the month. My truck is in H's name so when he changed his address the registration card must have went there. I text him to see if he had it, but he said he did not. I would imagine since OW works from home she got it in the mail and threw it away. Pretty sure thats a felony, so I will be letting the lawyer know about that.....
Been spending time with my girlfriend and my niece going out on the weekends to see bands. I have made some new friends and even introduced my niece to a nice young man I met. As for me there a couple of guys that are intrested, but I have my walls up and I am not ready for that at all. But its a nice ego bust.
Not much contact with H, he text me ever week on Wednesday or Thursday, but nothing this week. Last week I was working on getting the phones/cable/intrenet on seperate accounts. H had to call and release my number and text me that he did it last week. But dealing with the ATT is a nightmare. I have a seperate phone plane, but it is still on our bill, have to cancel the cable before I can transfer the intrenet to a new account so I can transfer my phone to that new account. Good thing they didn't ask for the blood of my first born...ugh, what a racket they have going....Could they make it anymore confusing... Cable is cancelled this weekend, I should probably let H know since he uses it to watch the Bucks game at the OW's house.. lol ahh maybe I will let him figure it out...lol
H called last Thursday, because he kept getting text from ATT that I was trying to change stuff. I answered, didn't want him to think I was being shaddy... Well, after I told him what I was doing, I was going to end the call.. He told me that the furnace filters need to be changed, figured I woulld not have thought of that ( I did ) Told me that I need to change the batteries on the smoke alarms, said he usually does it on daylight savings weeks. Asked again if I needed help with the pool. Told me he was going to get a storage shed to get his stuff out of the way cuz he knows how I hate having a messy house/garage. I told him that after June 6th he would only have a week or two to get his stuff out of the house. He was trying to joke with me while he was on the phone. I was polite, and listened to him ramble. Then I told him, well it Thursday and I know your Thursdays are busy so I will let you go, thanked him for reminding me of the house stuff. Then he repeated what I said in a really sad voice, and he was sniffling. I think he was crying...
But he is right back to his partying every night every weekend... they are going to Vegas for 7 days next week for bowling. So guess whatever sadness he felt was short lived. Ugh... he is so lost.. small glimpses of the man I thought I knew, but actions speak loader than words..he is still running and I don't think he will ever stop.
I don't contact him, except for the registration card, which if I would have just thought it threw I didn't need to text him about it. Realized after that I could just go to the gas station down the road to get new stickers for my plates. I was surprise that he got back to me right away, shock actually, in the past when I use to text him on the weekends, he would just ignore it until Monday when he was back at work. I don't know... seems like he is confused, he reaches out every week... But now I wait to respond. He sees from my social media that I am going out, also he can see that I have new male friends, think he is realizing that I might be moving on. Who knows...
Still have good days and bad days, but I am staying busy. I have alot of yard work to do to get the pool area ready for summer. Its been a bit overwhelming trying to take care of everthing by myself. Makes me mad that he abandoned me to do all this by myself, while he is out there living like a rockstar with no responsibiltys..jerk...
Well, just wanted to check in with everyone. Divorce is June 6th, not looking forward to it, but at least the finacials will be work out soon and that will give me some relief. I just wish none of this would have happen, I miss my old H, I miss my old life. But.. I think that I still love the memory of H, but this H I am starting to not like so much..
