Things got cold because I pushed pretty hard. He made some lame comment about how didn't care about me or my business and I sent screen shots where he was recently very much asking me about my business - like how was my day? how was my flight? etc.
So you had to prove you were right. I bet that reminded him of old KK.
Originally Posted by KitCat
It was a huge push and made him angry and all his walls came back up.
So KK just like with the pilot and his kibble and bits you think these minor things are what push them away when the truth is they were never there in the first place for anything other than sex.
Originally Posted by KitCat
I wish he would have just mailed the d*mn title... or at least not come to ring the doorbell. I didn't want to see him.
You do not sound very detached.
Originally Posted by KitCat
I know there is still part of me that wants to ask him to come back home. I'm afraid it will always be there.
When you are running around with pilot you fine. When you are alone you think up horrible ideas.
Originally Posted by KitCat
I hurt so bad. I cannot wait to get to bed and just lay in one spot.
Pick yourself up and dust yourself off. Tomorrow is another day.
