Listen, I get it. More than you can even imagine. Don't doubt yourself. If you went in there and feel good about how you did, hang on to that. Do NOT compare yourself to the other person because you only know what you know outside of the interview. Maybe she did great too, but maybe she didn't. You have a lot of positive qualities and if this is meant to be your job, it will be regardless of who else interviewed. Cut yourself a little slack and just take solace in the fact that you did the best you could and it is no in the hands of the decision maker.
As far as the coworkers who don't want you to leave your current position because you are willing to cover shifts they don't want to, well, that's bull. That's a p!ss poor reason to root against someone and it sounds like they are selfish.
Hang in there, G. Good stuff is totally coming your way....just may not be in the form you envisioned.
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids
