Part of my ptsd is related to religious happenings when I was a kid. Some abuse happened when I was in a church group, and I'm not really comfortable talking about it here.
IW I am sorry to hear that happened to you. Unfortunately IMO religions are like cults and they use deception to prey on weak and vulnerable people.
Has your W brought up any kind of relationship talk? Your situation is very unique. I respect that you are still standing. Not many would.
