Hi Kml, thank you for reaching out. Things have been quite hectic these days. Easter long weekend was good as there was always stuff to do with friends almost all of the days. Some friends even arranged a special egg hunt for my son, which he was really happy about.
Unfortunately however, my dad's condition took a turn for the worse and he is in a critical state. Because I am quite late into the pregnancy, it is a little bit of a risk to fly and see him (he is overseas). My friends and family have told me to not worry about coming to see him, including himself, but I cannot help to feel sad and anxious about it. I had few nights of not sleeping properly, but I am grateful that my friends and family are there to support me.
On another note, the situation with my dad has further confirmed the sense of finality I feel with my MR with H. When I had a video call with my dad (something I do most days), he said he was too sad to look at me and my son (because of what my H has done). He also said how he was very angry at my H and do not want to take him back as his son in law. My dad is super pro-marriage and dislikes divorces, but seeing him so fragile and ill and still able to be passionately disapproving about how my H makes me feel more validated. Onwards and upwards.
How is your Easter weekend? I hope you had a good one.
