I have been doing pretty good at GAL, going out on the weekends. Everyone wants me to meet there single friends...I am not ready, I just can't.. yet.. I don't know if I will ever be able to let another man close to me. And it would not be fair to someone for me to even try with at this point.
You aren't even divorced yet. I do not understand the people trying to set you up. WTH? Seriously. How about you having some time to grieve, heal, process? Give yourself that time. It can only strengthen both you and any future relationship when you are legally free and emotionally ready to have one.
Originally Posted by Stella20
Seeing H today made me miss him, but I'll be okay...I will always love the man I knew, I was happy in our marriage, but I that marriage is dead.
Stella
I get it. You miss him, the man you thought you knew. It's hard to reconcile what you've learned with what you thought you had. This is one of the most difficult things to deal with, in my opinion: the letting go of your reality and reconciling it with what was actually going on. He's given you the gift of time. Use it wisely.
xoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver
