What I mean is that my wife right now I don’t think it is a good frame of mind. My sister in law even has said she hasn’t been for a while. So I think that’s part of why I didn’t say it was her idea.In the past when she was really down or depressed is when the whole Nashville thing and taking the pills happened. My sister in law thinks though right now she is manic state, in a high because she thinks She is free from her past and past feelings by saying she wants a divorce and things are going to magically get better. She said also, once she finally get a dose of reality and the real ramification of her decision, and how it really is going to change her life, and her relationship probably with her kids, and she will come crashing down. Then my sister in law said, she is going to hate when all the kids are coming up to the lake and her and her husband and me and the kids are all hanging out at the sandbar and she won’t be able to be part of it. She said right now she has farsightness And isn’t seen what the immediate impact is going to be and she said personally believe she is going to regret this. She said I wouldn’t be surprised if she might be talking to the last person was talking with before you got back together or someone’s else because she said she can’t be alone, she need someone and always has.
