I had a fun wedding weekend away. It was a beautiful wedding, lots of fun, danced all night. They wrote their own vows and they were to sweet. I always listen very closely to them. They love and accept everything they are, their quirks and love that they both unapologetically themselves. It was beautiful. That’s what I realize I have always been afraid of. Being unapologetically myself because no one has really been able to love every part of me. I want someone to love the bad, good , annoying, flawed parts of me .

I was at the wedding with coworkers and I didn’t even mention applying for the position, but they all told me I should on their own will. I’m going to apply. If I do actually get it, the salary is going to have to be enough to make it worth it, because I think I might have to give up my other position.

D leaves Thursday for vacation. I’ve got a week to myself. Having dinner Friday night with a friend. Otherwise, I really just want to focus on house stuff and hit the gym, do some yoga, go in a hike and start working on my lawn if the weather permits