Yeah. Ironically, I had some of my worst days in a long time this last week. I think it's because my whole detachment was based around the sep--we're not together, I have no claim on him, it doesn't matter what he does because we're broken up... So when the sep was over, a lot of those feelings got released again. Back to working on letting go. Now I'm working with the idea that the old baggage doesn't matter--that was our old R. It's over. Gone. So it's not relevant. This is a brand-new R, even if it is with the same guy. I'm mentalling packing a suitcase and pitching it off a cliff. That seems to help.

And H has been soooo wonderful. I'm not going to give him a hard time just because I'm falling back into the same rut emotionally.

I'm trying to post more in Newcomers...lots of people I still want to see pull through. I know it'll happen, just give it enough time.

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