WW vs MLCer vs WAW

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Jq25,

Remember my post above regarding The 5 Stages Of Grief?

Been very Tough couple days. Missed work feel like don’t want todo anything. Simple things like talking about it gets my mental state totally derailed. Seems like I’m struggling with acceptance and pain it brings me.

^This sounds like depression. Missing work, no desire to do anything...etc. That's ok. It's common. I went through it as well. But recognize it and do what you can to combat it. I know it's hard but fighting that feeling and focusing on work or actually going out and doing things will help. You'll get through it.

For emotional pain I go to the gym and beat myself for 2.5 hours.

Perfect! Keep it up. Not only will it help with the immediate, but just wait 6 months and see how great, and strong, and confident you feel.

Working on GAL - gym, walking, yesterday bought a bike from Walmart.

Good stuff. Anything social where you can spend time with friends or make new ones?

Detachment - Couple times found myself in the company of woman, seems like it’s helping getting sanity back Temporarily Then again emotional downfall.

Careful with this. You're in a whirlwind right now with a whole lot of pain and emotions. Not only do you have a good bit of healing and emotions to process until you can have a healthy relationship, but entangling yourself with other woman at this point will make any chance of a R much more difficult.