I can assure that my standards are not above where they should be. Trust me, if they are above my scale I don’t even bother swiping right, even if I’m interested because I’m not delusional . I’m a very humble woman, and if anything I might swipe lower on this “scale” I’m realistic. He just didn’t seem like the ghosting type, even if he was more interested in someone else. He was also acting very interested, then not . But it’s Ok. I am not going to think too much into it. I just know even when things seem decent, don’t trust it.
I’m talking to my coworkers son. I’m beginning to feel like this is a bad idea. It’s a lot of pressure for it to work out. Texting is good, we are going to call soon and go out not this weekend, but next weekend. He is really interested. I am so/so. Attraction wise, eh on my end. But that might be something that could get better in person and knowing him. His mom did disclose up front he has a medical marijuana card. He disclosed he has anxiety. You all may be surprised at this, but I don’t! He did say his anxiety has kept him from doing things he planned at the minute. It’s a tough one. But I will certainly go on the date. It’s tough, if it doesn’t work, I work with both his mother and father. His dad works at my hospital too. He is like the nicest man in the world. My hospital is a mid sized community hospital and everyone knows everyone!
Elbreth- I have been stuck in a state that has been sucking me dry due to divorce. I really don’t have much here and if I wasn’t bound to this state, I would have moved in a second. But. 18 years, lol. I’m ready to pack it up, sell it and peace out of here and go back to renting. I hate homeowning. I’m house poor. I would love to move to a slower paced more peaceful place, by the mountains and the beach. New people, new scenery, it would be really refreshing. 3.5 years. Seems so far away. And I hate that I am mentally rushing through my daughters high school years just to get there.
