Thank you, but I have a feeling he might have disappeared already. I’m telling you, nothing surprises me anymore. You can be in the middle of a perfectly good conversation one moment and poof the next. We were chatting a bit before I went out Saturday. I sent a picture , I looked nice, and said to save it so he didn’t have to look at bumble for what I look like. Maybe it turned him off, because he said “oh, haha. Have a good time tonight” last I heard from him Saturday night. This morning I asked him how his zucchini bread came out and not a word.
You go back and try to pick apart what you did “wrong”. Everything was flowing so nicely and if my pic was what was wrong, well, then he isn’t the one for me. But it’s so hard to trust any interactions . They can be going so well one second and be done the next. I’m trying to let it all roll off my back. But I will say I was just so much peaceful when not thinking about this stuff and dating. But it was just so nice to finally click with someone.
I’m just so confused about this dating thing. 14 years and nothing to show for it. While I am really yearning for that great emotional connection, I am trying to decide if getting there is worth it or a cheese less tunnel for me, as they say
