Hey Core, just wanted to say Im glad you are back and that you should keep at the positives. Keep at it with enjoying life and time with your kids! Some say u are depressed, and while I am definitely not going to even try to make any sort of diagnostics I will say from time to time you sound like my grumpy old grandpa.
Try to focus on the positives! Set some short term goals/plans. Strength and honor my friend.
Me: 34 Stbxw: 30 D:5 D:3 Mini bd: May/June 2019 Married: Aug 2019 BD: 6th Dec 2019 OM Confirmed: Feb 2020 March 2020: I filed for D Waiting for D to be finalized and W to move out end of January 2021