Stella, Take a deep, deep breath. You've really had quite an awful shock. Do call your primary care, get a physical, make sure this stress isn't causing harm to you physically.
Completely agree with letting the lawyers do their jobs.
Don't try to understand something this crazy. If you understood it, you'd be the person capable of doing it. You aren't, so you will never understand it and be grateful for that !!
Definitely up the IC. Why did he marry you knowing you had already gone through it? Maybe because he thought he'd be able to get away with it? I'm sorry, I hope that didn't sound harsh. You're not responsible for this guy or Satan's actions. You are responsible for doing what you need to do to live your best life moving forward. Focus on that. You deserve a wonderful life filled with love, joy, good health, prosperity, and loyalty. Focus on building that for yourself.
The only other thing I will say is this: everything, absolutely everything you put out for your marriage on your side was honest, loyal and true. That wasn't a lie.
xoxoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver
