MLC and Core have just posted some very insightful information. I'd read that a few times and let it sink in.

Right now you need to concentrate on what you can control (yourself) and not on what you cannot (her and saving the marriage).

It is difficult to do but you can do it.

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018