It’s a strange feeling after all the horrible things she’ve done I still love her. Would I want to reconcile YES but my L is saying that all this crazy rush is because she wants to get married and/or pregnant.
She only knew this guy for less then a month tops before D me came up. She is in complete denial about start of the affair, even when both of them in the same group of people they pretend as if they don’t know each other.
I don’t know if I could do anything to change things around?
I did limit all communications with her, other then a kid and divorce related. Working on myself, gym, learning how to be a nice guy, Zeroed out all bad habits - still working on cutting all Tv out lol
