Core - Still Alive #7?

[Core]

I’m going to be very honest here, Core.

Honesty is always welcome from you - your delivery gets right through to my core. Never seems maliciously intended and is good hearted.

You are one incredibly intelligent fellow. I can feel your IQ from here, lol.

Do we live that close to each other??
And thank you.

Everything you say is thought through, educated, etc. i don’t agree with your opinion on everything, but some I honestly can’t argue with. And I can usually argue anything if I really wanted to, lol.

Thats how we know its probably or likely true and wow does the truth suck sometimes. Many times. And alot of the stuff I complain and vent about, I keep poking holes in to the subject and eventually its solid and I think one reason for coming here is hope that I'm wrong, or to get more perspective.

Seriously though. I think your intelligence is what might be depressing you and giving your doom and gloom prospective. That high level of intelligence is a blessing and curse.

Its sounds like you have similar problems and I can say the blurse may be effecting you too. You've uncovered uncomfortable truths and it feels like naivete may be better or maybe we come across this revelations for a reason.

Think I'm out of quotes-
G:The following is NOT medical advice. But I know you are against regular pharmaceuticals, which is fine. But have you considered medical marijuana? Just to help a little bit with the overthinking ? Not to even dull your smarts, but to just to relax your brain every once in a while?
C: CBD worked for awhile. I would try the good stuff occasionally if it legalizes here. It has a bad downside though. Hemp has an amazing ability to pull heavy metals out of the ground and in to itself, which then goes in to your body and mercury and lead cross the blood brain barrier, making a nice shiny deposit where we least want it. Definitely need a good source for the stuff. Another part of me likes to face the reality however.

G: I always say ignorance is bliss. I’m not nearly as intelligent as you. But I am a deep thinker and I have experienced too much which causes me to know too much. There is a lot I wish I didn’t know and could smile blissfully through. But I can’t and it causes me stress.
C: It would be nice to plug bad in to the matrix and unsee. Goodness, there is one thing I learned about that I've never mentioned to another person and won't here because it's so soul crushing that, I have no better words to use than say it killed a part of me. And if people can track phones, dna, and do uncanny forensics, the powers that be undoubtedly have the ability to jail the culprits I'm hinting at here but...I never saw a result.

Why do we know these harsh truths and how can we make the world better knowing?

G: I do think you are empathetic. If you weren’t, none of the stuff you worry about would bother you.
C: I didn't have the words to describe that -- that's what I'm thinking. I'm basking in validation right now.