You are one incredibly intelligent fellow. I can feel your IQ from here, lol.
Everything you say is thought through, educated, etc. i don’t agree with your opinion on everything, but some I honestly can’t argue with. And I can usually argue anything if I really wanted to, lol.
Seriously though. I think your intelligence is what might be depressing you and giving your doom and gloom prospective. That high level of intelligence is a blessing and curse.
The following is NOT medical advice. But I know you are against regular pharmaceuticals, which is fine. But have you considered medical marijuana? Just to help a little bit with the overthinking ? Not to even dull your smarts, but to just to relax your brain every once in a while?
I always say ignorance is bliss. I’m not nearly as intelligent as you. But I am a deep thinker and I have experienced too much which causes me to know too much. There is a lot I wish I didn’t know and could smile blissfully through. But I can’t and it causes me stress.
I do think you are empathetic. If you weren’t, none of the stuff you worry about would bother you.
