The kids no nothing about my long ago affair, or her two in the past 5 years . In response to SteveLW I understand and agree with what you are saying and agree. Now I have this internal turmoil. Because of the way I handle things. I knew I shouldn’t off but anger took me over. As far as the implied ( it would probably better for everyone if I wasn’t here) I was scared. The first time it happened was about 3 years ago. We live in Michigan and her and I took a trip to Nashville to get away. While we were there we argued after a night of drinks when we got back to our hotel. We both had quite a few drink. When we got back to the hotel we were still arguing a little and she went into the bathroom. She was in there quite a while when I finally knocked on door and she said I will be out in a minute. When she came out she set her phone on night stand and lauds down. I said what is going on and she said something like you won’t have to worry it any longer. I said what..what did you do and she wouldn’t say anything. I went it to the bathroom and the was a pill bottle open with pills spilled out on counter. I went back and said did you take a bunch a pills and she said don’t worry about . I was panicking ask her how many she took she would answer. I picked up her phone and she had sent the or four messages to different friends of her saying she loved them and to tell my kids I love them. I freaked and called the front desk and they came up And I said should we call a ambulance and they said it would probably be quicker to take a Uber to the hospital as it was only a few miles away, so that’s what I did. We made it to Vanderbilt Hospital in Nashville and she was admitted and they ran test on her and ask her questions, which because she was drunk was a little challenging. To top it off we had a flight the following in back to Michigan. While they worked working with her, a psychiatric type doctor want to talk with me in a private room and was asking me if she has ever done anything like this before or talk about anything like this before, because they may want to keep,her a few days to make sure everything is ok with her. I told them I was really wasn’t aware of anything . in the morning after she sobered up, they took us to a room. When we were alone she kept apologizing for what she did and I told her that they have been questioning me about if she had ever tried something like this before which she said no, and I said they may want to keep us here a few more days to just make sure she is in the right mind, and she said she just wanted to go back home. We did have a flight in the morning as well. I had another person ask to speak with me again, and the a separate person went in with her to talk to her. This second person just basically asked me the same stuff the first person did, which I told the, the same stuff. When I was done they let me go back in with her and they said the would let us know in a few hours whether they were going to release her or not. Well they finally came back and said they were going to allows us to leave but that she had to make sure to contact her counselor when we arrived back home….so you can see a little why I was concerned. With all that being said Steve, everything else you said is correct and I know I definitely screwed up and regret it.
