I know it’s not much consolation - but many have been through this before you, and many will after today. It will be okay one day, it just isn’t okay right now.
In the depths of my darkest times, when people told me I would be okay and that I’d be better off but just couldn’t see it - that didn’t make me feel any better.
But 2 years on, I’m incredibly happy. My crazy’s affair fizzled, and yet I can think of nothing worse than being with someone as manipulative and crazy. I look on with puzzlement and almost a sense of feeling sorry for her.
I know you can’t see that right now - but one day, you’ll come back and read this post, and understand why today is potentially the start of the happiest phase of your life.
You need to get back to basics with a good IC, GAL activities and exercise your body physically like you’ve never done before.
