Wolfman moving forward2

[Wolfman]

It’s incredibly hard. I am just slowly getting numb to it. I am not allowed to reach out to her or contact her unless it’s under the directive of the psychologist. So on the holidays I just send a card with my son. I did for Christmas, thanksgiving and valentines. From my understanding I could technically “get in trouble” I doubt a judge would do anything for me sending holiday cards. I also did keep a journal. I haven’t wrote in it in a while. Honesty speaking, I want to erase her from my memory cause it just hurt so much. But like I said, just getting numb to the idea “I don’t have a daughter”. All my friends just keep telling me eventually she will wake up. But when? I am missing so much of my daughters life. Honestly I just try and focus on the people In front of me now. My gf, son and baby.