And I’m sure that also has to do with me never being able to feel safe with my own parents. Mostly my mom. I was a really good kid growing up. Trying to do everything right. I’m hopes of my mom maybe finally caring. Nope, really never happened.
G - have you ever tried an ACOA group? I know alcohol wasn't involved, but in many ways you are like an adult child of an alcoholic - having to be the little adult, never getting what you need from your parents. I think you would find it helpful.