Clearly a glutton for punishment

[LH19]

LH, you would hate all of this from a woman, and you know it.

I would hate it. You never hear me complaining I need more of a connection prior to meet-up.

He’s not just a “nice guy” . I know more of what he is doing , because this used to be me.

What is he doing other than what he thinks is the natural thing to do?

And that stupid statistic you love to throw out there with the 120, has nothing to do with middle aged woman being easy to please.

Uuuummm that is exactly what it says. 1 out 120 men are datable to the avg woman.

You aren’t the easiest to please yourself. Your physical aesthetic you need also makes you very difficult to please.

Probably why I am still single. Although I don't complain about it.

Yes, OLD is absolutely soul sucking. My soul has I am afraid has been drained.

Yet here you are OLDing.

I am going through with the date because he took the whole day off for it( I did not know that) but if I’m not interested , I will let him know promptly that I did not feel a connection. And I will as I always do, Offer to pay my half .

You're a good person. Most people would ghost.