I do still want that stuff. But from someone I actually know. It’s kind of creepy and pressure filled from someone I haven’t met. And he’s super insecure. I told him to lick the place, he picked a chain restaurant, no big deal, and he asked which location and I said it didn’t matter they are all the same. Then he thought that I didn’t like where he chose and he got defensive. I said it was a fine choice. Then he asked me if I wanted him to pick me up ( heck no) and then said 6 or 6:30, then told me is so excited and can’t wait. He’s honestly making me uncomfortable. I did actually tell him to chill with the texts ( in a very nice way) yesterday.
I appreciate everyone’s kind comments. I am a decent person. I am genuinely myself, I just can’t figure this dating thing out for the life of me. Abs it’s become way more frustrating, way more difficult, and I am becoming way less tolerant. I need to be knocked out of the park these days. I am also too judgemental and I can find a red flag anywhere. I feel disconnected from every guy I meet. Nothing feels good anymore.
I honestly hate that this is the part of my life I’m failing in.
