Thought i will post an update. Things are ok. And i think im ok with being just ok.
We had an offer on the house, so in house hunting for boys and I Work is busy, boys are good. They seem to be happy enough going to dads. Unfortunately out co parenting isnt going great and we had a huge argument today. Basically i was blamed for everything, apparently i take to long to say good bye to the kids, i linger to long, i show up at school when its not my day (its was my day, he was the one who showed up) I was told this is the exact reason, why my marriage failed etc. Why we are talking about my marriage 2 years on i dont know.
I have signed up to a dating app, but i dont have time, i just realise that unless i meet someone through work, trying to integrate some sort of dating into my life is pretty difficult.
H is going away on holiday for 10 days, so in really pleased about spending all this time with my kids.
