I’m not sure that this makes much sense, but I oddly felt lonelier before the divorce. This last week I missed my two days with the kids because of a funeral on my ex-wife side. I won’t get to see the kids for nine days. But I’m seven days through it I’m kind of enjoying being by myself.
We’re oddly before the divorce I felt like I was in a hurry today now I’m not feeling that at all. Part of me still thinks it would be nice to meet somebody wonderful, but there’s another part that just doesn’t want to go through the work or really need to deal with it. It’s a different feeling than before.
