Thanks, LH. I appreciate you reading through my extra long post.
It is a little hard to take focus 100% off of H as he does still send mixed signals now and then. I do also need him to help out with baby prep and it is painful to see him home. I just do not understand what he expects and why he could do this, which is why I just thought of MLC because the signs are there.
I know from reading other posts and forums and all the helpful posts everyone has been making in this board that a lot of people say this, but invasion of body snatcher is real! This person who just abandoned me is not the person I married. The person I married used to cry at work when he is away from his son and send me flowers whenever he is away from me (from wherever in the world he might be).