Your last paragraph does not sound good nor healthy. Definitely sounds like a bout of depression with a touch of victimization. Hopefully Ginger or Wayfarer will stop by because they know a lot about depression. I think goals are important even if they are small. Gives you something to get out of bed in the morning. It’s certainly a difficult time to be newly divorced with young kids. I think with time you will start to see positives in the world. You still are very young and could have a second shot at a family if you so choose. Somehow you need to change your mindset.
