I don't want you thinking I'm hung up on every guy I date. Soooo, far from the truth.
No just a Don Juan pilot using you for sex and an abusive ex husband.
So you would give the pilot commitment and not the other guy?
Timing....
I had history with pilot.
I had very little history with this other guy... and had trouble making a true connection. But, when he popped back into my life I had made the commitment to wrap up my D. I was honest with him. I wanted to look into building a friendship first. Hang out, get to know each other... I was open to that. He decided he was not.
I'm not going to apologize for falling for a guy. He's not that in to me... I get it. I've not been bothering him/texting him/just getting my crap together.