Its gonna take a bit to get my heart unbroke from this... but I will not be chasing him like I did last time.
Kit, I get you’re feeling heartbroken and I’m sorry you’re going through that ((hugs)). Feeling hearttbroken for someone you barely know after two dates (and again after another two dates) is unusual, but we get you’ve never taken enough space from XH to fully grieve, nor gotten therapy. Would you be willing to block and no contact pilot? Hereby, letting go of the hope that someday he’ll change and text you for more? Reducing the toxic (for you) man count in your life from 2 to 1 would be a success. It’s not easy, but once the chord is 100% cut you can more fully grieve and move on.
To be frank I never expected to hear from him again.
When I did I was cautious.
I'm more disappointed that why the F did you come back to just have a repeat performance. I certainly didn't need it.
I'm processing my feelings and moving on. Sure, it could have been a lot of fun but if I'm willing to meet him half way the simple fact that he could not do the same speaks volumes. Over and out.
