Sigh. He didn’t want to mess with a married woman. If I recall he also sensed your attachment to your exH. And guess what? You are still attached as you are having sex with him and have been and wish for more.
The pilot couldn’t be any clearer her through his words and actions that all he wants is some hot easy sex. And yeah, I bet he finds you a little “crazy” when one moment you are telling him you want to hear about his plans for the summer before having sex with him and the next yij are sending dirty photos.
You are all over the place, trying to heal the pain of each one of your rejections with the other one.
I know this hurts, but you are prolonging your heart. When are you just going to step back from the crazy? You are torturing yourself and you are getting yourself no where near calm and easy. You yourself are acting frantic. You are all over the place.
Step away from the toxic men. Step towards a healthier not so desperate appearing KK. Find your own calm and easy. You attract what you put out there
