On one hand this weekend was a particularly hard one for me to get through. No reason to go into details but I got through it - this is a milestone with XH. If I gave it any thought I recognized my thought and feeling and moved forward.
On the other it was also particularly frustrating. While I heard from pilot as he responded to my apology I'm still left scratching my head over this misunderstanding. Like if we could just actually talk in person and not via text maybe the misunderstanding could be seen for what it is - a lapse in effective communication. So that makes me sad for sure. I'm not going to chase him.
I leave for my trip on Friday. Its still up in the air if my friend is going to be able to come too given her current family issues. I did just check with the resort that it is not pet friendly. I had arrangements for my dog already but felt that if my friend didn't make he would be a good second wingman!
I'm trying to have zero expectations in regards to pilot. My new mantra... if he wanted to, he would.
