I read another thread where you mentioned 2/28 was D-day and planned to reach out. I completely understand your emotions. It's tough. Glad you have time w/the kids and an IC session scheduled. That should help. Hang in there.
Me:39 Ex-W:37 M:7 T: 9 S:6 D:3 BD/IHS/Confirm EA/PA: Feb '20 OM1 affair ends: May '20 W/OM2 & moves out: June-July '20 W files for D: Jul20 OM2 confirmed: 9/2020 Divorced: May '21