Hi, I'm ok, went to church last night with my Mom, was the church we got married in, but it felt good to be there. I plan on going more, now that I ripped off that bandade. I was affraid to go, didn't know how I would handle it, but it was good. Went to dinner and came home and watch movies with mom. Mornings are hard, but Mom and I ran to my brothers house to visit and just got home. Tomorrow we are going to see my Aunts, one of my Aunts is a Nun, so it will be nice to see her. My whole family knows the ugly truth of everything, still makes me feel awkward, but whatever it is what it is.
I am trying to control my thoughts. The anxitey is better, but still there. I know I will get through this, just hard to see that road.
