You are not alone. We are all here for you. I also had thoughts, but I couldn’t leave my kitty behind either. I think it’s natural to have these thoughts when the pain is so intense. The important thing is to not give into them. It does get easier. I won’t lie, I’m still struggling, but the pain is not as hard to bear as it was in the beginning. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and don’t be too hard on yourself. It is painful. It is overwhelming. It hurts. It’s the worst thing to experience. But we all are surviving it and you will too. I promise. Just keep moving forward. We are walking with you.
El
Me 52, H 56 T10 M7, 2nd MR for both 2 Step Sons (19 and 21) BD: Fall 2020 D finalized: July 2022 XH Married AP soon after D day.
