Or you’re just really severely alcoholic. You’re assuming, LH, that alcoholics always have control over their decision making. Some severe alcoholics become delusional, irrational or simply do things in blackouts they can’t even remember doing. I don’t think you understand the disease of alcoholism.
Active alcoholics never have control over their decision making - everything, absolutely everything, is filtered through the lens of booze, drugs, sex, whatever they're using at the moment.
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver
