Kml, I started tanning to see if that would help, not alot of sunshine right now around here.. Easing back into exercise too. I just can seem to pull myself back together latley. Go to bed angry and sure of myself with a forget him attitude and wake up crying. Which today was all day.
Just thinking about his comments the other day, still blaming me, looking at little issues and blowing them up to justify his actions. It f-ing hurts like he!!. Just drives home the fact that he is not a healthy mature person.