You have gotten some great comments and can just echo them in that I think you have shown some good insight into some things. Good for you from learning and growing. I also echo LH and MLC in saying I think that we ALL sometimes feel like we kill it at some aspects of life and just totally bite at others...it is the nature o the beast, so to speak.
I hope that you find what you are looking for some day. Until then, I hope you can find joy and solace in the little things. While it may not mean much, from the outside looking in, you totally rock life.
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids
